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I hate everyday what this has done to me-what I’ve turned into and what I’ve let it do to me. I’ll hate every day that it affects me.

Like fucking poison in my system.

Peace out, girl scout.



Not caring is so hard. Even when I say I don’t give a fuck, obviously I do. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t be mentioning it and I wouldn’t put such an emphasis on it.

D: lol. that face makes me giggle.



Alpha Gamma

These past 8 weeks have been insane, but a life changing experience.

I’ve never been so stressed out of my mind and feel so tense in my body. You really don’t know how far you can go until you push yourself beyond your breaking point. And then, push even further. My pledge brothers saved me. Shit happens, but what matters if how you deal with it and what you do after you feel so lost and down.

They’ve reopened my heart. And I feel so much love for them that it’s crazy. I thank this process for saving me, saving my heart, saving who I am and making me stronger and better. That whatever you do isn’t worth doing unless you do it right. That people fall short, people leave you, but life goes on. That things don’t always work out, but life goes on and all you can do is move forward and never turn around. 

Although this process was the probably the hardest time I’ve ever endured, it truly was the perfect blessing in disguise. Thank you, Alpha Gamma. Thank you, Alpha Kappa Psi Pi Upsilon. You have no idea what you’ve done for me and what value you’ve added to my life. And I’ll never forget it.

Brothers for life. <3


All you can do is be the best person you can be. Be you, fight to keep yourself in check even when shit happens. Because the second you let the person affect who you are and change you, they win. Don’t let them, baby. Keep your head up. Fight to win. Never quit. 


Everything else will fall into place.




Confession:

I miss the feeling of being in love.


Even if I’m not a USMC girlfriend anymore, I really admire you all for you devotion to your men. It really touches my heart to read other SO blogs. Stay strong, ladies. The wait will be over one day. :) <3

I’m feeling so sappy this morning. I love it.


I’m at my breaking point.


I think the best thing for me to do is just walk away. I can’t do this anymore.